Why do I try anymore? I just caught you in a lie, I wonder what else you lie about. Do you lie about how you love me? About my beauty? What else, all I want is everything to be okay. To forget this all. To go into my hole like I have before. I don’t know.. my mouth is dry… I’m heart broken…

I don’t know what to believe anymore. People have been telling me my boyfriend of almost 7 months has been holding hands with another girl. My friend got a picture of it and showed me. I confronted him about it and he said they’re good friends and he was pulling her. This wasn’t the first time they’ve held hands apparently.. I don’t know because my boyfriend lives about 45 minutes away and we see each other weekendly and when we can. That’s it. I don’t know what to believe. I love him with everything I have. He’s the most important thing in my life. I can’t lose him, I just don’t know what to do. My heart and head are torn apart. I’m lost, confused, alone. I was on the phone with him forever and like he just says it’s not true. How do I believe him, HOW? I’m so scared. I’m so heart broken. Someone please help me. Help me figure out what to do…. I’m just… I give up.. 

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